I miss my sister megan!!!!!!!!!!! Brock and I went to see Brianne on this past sunday..so sad. She is in good spirits, keeping her head up and faith in God gets her through she said...people say as time goes on its supposed to get easier, I don't believe it. I think seeing her the other day in that horrid place made me cry more than ever. I miss her...I miss everything about her. Thankfully Gar and her have found ways to maintain a relationship through this...in the end I think this will make each of them more patient,more understanding and overall better people if that's even possible! Well, if nothing else looking at the situation from either side I can say I don't go a day without thinking about it and that it has made me thank god for everything he has given me in my life and its makes me very grateful for all the things I encounter whether they be great things or bad things..I am grateful because I think I have gotten to witness the worst thing that could happen to a single mom. Its nice to see that she keeps the faith of god in her and not be bitter about what has happened to her even though they were based upon her own decisions...
I am going on and on...just had her on my mind and tears in my eyes all day about this...ever since sunday I can't keep replaying what happened Dec 15th...its like a nightmare I can't wake up to, how can reality be so cruel... :(
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